Here’s one of the surveys in Friendster that I really find exciting. The original rule is you just have to write whether you are GUILTY or INNOCENT as answer to the following questions below. But since this is my blog, I am gonna change the rule. I choose to elaborate some of my answers. As you see, here, I am not hiding anything. As much as possible, I would like this blog to be a venue for expressing and telling the world of my true self.
Game!
Danced in front of your mirror naked?
- Guilty. Yeah, sometimes, I would even dance like a macho dancer.
Ever told a lie?
- Guilty. I think everyone did.
Had feelings for someone whom you can't have back?
- Guilty. I believe this has been my situation all of the time. I know you know what I mean. And I must say, it’s never easy to fall for someone when in the first place you know you can’t have him.
Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
- Guilty. Actually, I have never kissed someone of the opposite sex.
Kissed a picture?
- Guilty. When I was still working in MEPZ, I fell for someone who was so close to me, like that of a best friend. And corny as it may appear, but I always kissed his picture before going to the office and kissed it again when I arrived home.
Slept in until 5 PM?
- Guilty. There are times that we just feel lazy about doing anything practically. And we just let time pass by as we reward our body with that long slumber.
Fallen asleep at work/school?
- Guilty. When I was working in MEPZ on night shifts, I was caught by my supervisor sleeping under a large carton in the warehouse. I then got a warning letter where I explained why I did such thing. But in fairness, it never reached a point where I was sanctioned for suspension.
Held a snake?
- Guilty. I could hold a snake before and would even scare other children of the seemingly spine-chilling creature. But things do change. I can’t stand seeing a live snake for long, more to hold one. I think I would die without being bitten.
Been suspended from school?
- Innocent. I have always been a good student. My family can fully attest to that without even bribing.
Worked at a fast food restaurant?
- Guilty. Greenwich. It was in my fourth year in college that I decided to take a part-time job to help myself financially with the school’s requirements, projects and all. But this money-earning trek of mine was short-lived. My father told me to stop when he learned that my grades have suffered. I realized, it is really not easy to serve two masters at the same time.
Stolen from a store?
- Innocent. I have never stolen anything from a store and have no plans of doing it in the future. I would rather be executed from killing somebody than to be punished of stealing.
Been fired from a job?
- Innocent. I voluntarily resigned from all of the previous company I had worked for.
Sang karaoke?
- Guilty. This is like a therapy from a week-long stressful work. It’s always fun to sing in the karaoke. I don’t care if I was not in the right pitch and in the correct tune. Here, I can just be the diva I want to be.
Done something you told yourself you wouldn't?
- Guilty. Many times already. So many that I could not point out a single instance.
Done something you regret?
- Guilty. In life, there would be times when you feel you could have done something in other ways. But I am such a happy person. When I regret about something, the mourning would only be for a week and even less. Over a pitcher of kamikaze, I would just dance the pain away.
Laughed until something you were drinking came out your nose?
- Guilty. This is normal for someone who has great friends, funny friends. I have Philmar and Gabby who never fail to make me laugh hilariously even at their corniest jokes. Sometimes, it’s not only water. It would sometimes be the food I was eating. Hilarious indeed!
Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
- Innocent. We don’t have snow here. And I have never been to a place which has one.
Kissed in the rain?
- Innocent. But this doesn’t mean I am not gonna do it. I would love to do it. Kissing somebody in the rain would, for me, be the most romantic moment one can experience. I would want to know what it tastes when the saliva is mixed with the rain. I am so naughty.
Sat on a roof top?
- Guilty. Yes. I sat on a rooftop not for any romantic moment with somebody but because we were children who were merely playing hide and seek. Next time I sit on a roof, I make sure it would be with somebody. And that we would just be gazing at the stars above.
Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
- Innocent. In case, somebody does it to me, he’d be ready with my revenge. I don’t like jokes like that. And if he seriously does it, then that would have something to be settled properly.
Shaved your head?
- Innocent. I know I have an ugly set of hair but I think I would look terrible without it.
Slept naked?
- Guilty. Yes, in the times when I feel naughty( actually horny), I would lock the door of my room and sleep naked. And for sure, in those times, I was not only sleeping. (Hahaha!)
Had a gym membership?
- Innocent. I was supposed to have but I declined due to some miscommunications which I have already shared in my blog in Friendster.
Made your boy friend cry?
- Innocent. No further explanation.
Been in a band?
- Innocent. If I was, then the group would have been long disbanded. The people would not be happy to listen to someone who could memorize any song by heart but sang them otherwise. Right, Noel?
Shot a gun?
- Innocent. I am afraid of guns.
Donated Blood?
- Guilty. I must admit that the donation was not really heartfelt. I just donated blood for the Red Cross in college because I want to be exempted from the ROTC formation for 2 months.
Eaten alligator meat?
- Innocent. In the first place, is it edible?
Eaten cheesecake?
- Guilty.
Still love someone you shouldn't?
- Guilty. Yeah. I realize I still feel something towards W despite the advice of Noel to move away from him after learning that W already has someone. If being guilty of this would have a penalty, then I would be dead of lethal injection by now.
Have a tattoo?
- Innocent. My father doesn’t like the idea. And I am not doing it.
Like someone, but will never tell who?
- Guilty. Maybe at the start, I won’t tell anybody about it. But now, I have such trustworthy friends whom I can share anything about.
Wanted to do something, didn't do it, and regretted it?
- Guilty. Every time there is an alumni homecoming in school, I would really want to have a confession. Get a new life. Focus. Live well. But when I am already there, I just can’t have the courage and the heart to tell all the sins I have committed. And I go home regretting.
Peed in a bush?
- Guilty. Of course when no one is around. I am a very private person and I personally don’t like people peeing anywhere.
Ruined a surprise?
- Guilty. I know, it is never my forte to pretend. I would be the first person to be noticed hiding something.
Got totally drunk one night and you have an important exam tomorrow morning?
- Innocent. Like I said, I was a good student.
A total stranger treat you by paying your jeepney fare?
- Innocent. But I remember giving 5 pesos to somebody for a tricycle fare.
The verdict is I am guilty. Got a problem with that?
